why is it, that I always seem to screw up. I always do somthing, that makes my friends, or my love, hate me. I try to get close, and do everything for my girl, then I do one screw up, and I freaking screw everything up. I dont understand. why does it always happen. I just did somthing., that made the girl of my dreams, the girl that means so much to me. well, she doesnt even want to see me tomarrow, shes that mad at me. I dont know what I could do to make it better. but wait... I told her I wanted to give her a hug, but she siad that she didnt want it. now when I think about it, why did I do that? its so stupid of me, I feel enbarrased, thats